FUCKED UPED!

You know what mama , papa , since you dont care im not going to care also okay . Its not that i dont care its i been caring abt it for so long and i see no effort coming from both of you . So since you dont wanna ___ . Fine . No worries , when i have the ____ i will ___ for it myself. Im still young you know there's a limit. Im not ____ . You are ! I tried talking to you abt my problem but a lot of excuses comes from you guys ! WTF ! Both my ___ all TAK GUNA . Now mama , i dont know what else to say. You always say im big enough to handle my problem but not all what! DO YOU EVEN GET THAT? no! You guys say i think too much! I think too much? Im thinking a lot cause you guys dont even think abt me so i have to think abt myself ! UNDERSTAND. whatever lahh now. WHATEVER HAPPENS I REALLY DONT CARE ALREADY . THANKS FOR GIVING BIRTH TO ME JUST TO GIVE ME PROBLEM!

i is bored.

sigh .

used to be the day im looking forward to .

SICK.

Me is sick. Im down with fever again . AND ITS LIKE AGAIN. sian. Yesterday went picnic with mum and lil bro at sp. Sick also go. Wanted to rollerblade since i brought my blades, i did ahh but a while only cause my right leg giving me problem again. Now im limping. IM FUCKING PISSED WITH MY RIGHT LEG . NOW MY MUSCLE LIKE TEAR. I WALK LIKE SIAL LAH PAIN BODOH. LIKE I DANCE SO MUCH LIKE THAT. Body all now aching like fuck . MOTHER then scold cause i sick still go skate alone. Then suddenly got a group of kids our age kayaking. Watch them capsizing so funny. So fun . I miss OBS so much . I miss shackleton :( Anyway after that went banquet eat cause my adik want eat yong tau foo! They eat a lot sia. I is eat nothing. No appetite. but i ate ICE KACHANG WITHOUT KACHANG . Hahah eat a few spoonful cannot eat already. then tak habes. bodoh . Then go home put KOYOK ALL OVER HAHAH. im seriously sick of medicine already lahh. been eating it everyday for weeks . bodoh. KAY BAI!

MS SHARIFAH WEDDINGS.

I know its kinda late to post pictures of ms Sharifah , but who cares lah bodoh. Overall its okay lah. Had lotsa fun with them above . okay dontch know what to say already . kay baii.

miss her.

I MISS HER.

FUCKED UP!

To my dearest dad , sometimes i just wish you can shut your god damn mouth . You know what i tried so hard to like you but now i realise its just bullshit. Why would i do that ! Im tolerating you because i love my mum! and not because of somethings else lahh ! I live in this world just to take care of my mum and lil brothers. Its not that your bad dad or what , its just that now you change. Im sure you know that. your PERANGAI MCM SIAL you know. Everything i do wrong . Why is it that everyday see my face must BISING2 . If im in the wrong i get it lahh but sometimes you anyhow assume . Later when i try to defend myself you said i like to argue. what is this ah? BODOH. The words from your mouth walao damn piercing lahh! YA I MAY BE STUPID BODOH TO YOU, but you dont have to say all that to me even if your mad ! yes i may be your STEP- DAUGHTER , but still thats not the way to treat me! BOTH DAD the same, walao fated! IM JUST SO FUCKED UP LAH . kay bai ! If your reading this and you think im the bad one by saying all this shit , FUCK OFF!

rock on !

I is very bored and dontch know what to blog. byezz. BODOH!

im missing you so badly.

dash dot dash.

IM sick!

Im so sick right now . Im down with fever and super extremely stomach pain. I asked my mum to bring me to the doctor but she said no need waste money. Just eat panadol rub oil on my stomach and rest. It doesn't help. Been trying to tell her that but unsuccessful. i DONT CARE already. I look super pale and haggard(if thats how you spell it)Sometimes i just wish my dad can stop all the beatings the scolding shouting all. My family is like... never mind i should just keep things to myself. and ya, pictures taken yesterday. some of it cause i super no energy already.

im sorry.

MI TSUJ OS KCUF PU! MI OS WNOD. S'TI LLA ESUACEB FO UOY. I ETAH UOY.

A walk to remember.

Today watched a walk to remember. Dont know why. just feel like watching then watch. I cried watching it again! Again. Everytime watch mesti cry like my tears purposely want to come out everytime i watched this movie. Then do nothing as usual. Kay bai.

P.S: i miss you so badly. i really do.

Why dont you kiss her.

Here are some of the pictures that we, bitches took yesterday. Again malas to upload all cause i dont see the need to. Yesterday went changi to chill. Since roza have to return her working stuff and i want to walk walk. Later headed to town, ate popeye at the Singapore flyer. At first hungry nak mampos, dah start makan semua tak boleh habes. Bodoh kan. Memang! Lepas tu haus , go 7-eleven buy coke. Buy the small one each. Again tak habes. Bodoh again. Then sit down stare at people walking. Later go cwp, roza wanted to buy bread at bread talk then go zap it to photocopy some stuff. Then go home.

Take your sweet time.

Went out today with this bitch.Went to many places but malas want to elaborate. Pictures also lazy to upload. Next time ah. no mood lah bodoh. Kay bai.