right back in the water.

im very down right now. down down down down down. hahah lame. Cant wait to go out on friday with her again :) weeee. We're going SHOPPENN! lol. kay bai.

LIKE ME!

GO AND DIE LAH IMITATORS. HAHAH RANDOM.

ROSE!

Yesterday 25th february , 10 days after Roza birthday, we finally celebrated it together with ME, PMY , MICH, HARR and QIUHUA. We head down to marina square first to eat at JUSTACIA. FOOD was nice but everyone tak habes. lol. Can say we spent like more than an hour in the shop. GOSSIPING AND MORE LOL. There's the main course FREE FLOW OF ICE CREAM AND DRINKS. LOVE IT. Then go esplanade take pics then go mac for some drinks and cut cake:) hahah. then we walk and walk and walk and walk and joke around and walk again and joke again and walk again. Later head home. Since we took bounce back everyone of us got a seat . OKAY DAH no need know the rest. BYE!

shit you.

Im fucking pissed with my life right now. Everything i ever had are all gone. I thought it would last but again it didn't. Maybe ____ is right. Its gonna be hard to let it go. I giving myself a year at least to move on. No i think i need 15 years. Ya maybe. It may be easy for you to forget everything but NOT me. I thought you would be there for me when im in ___. But then even before i start , you ____ me. (sigh) There's nothing i can do now. I guess now there's only me and roza. LES . NO we're not les but we love each other a lot. We share everything things with each other except certain stuff lah bodoh. I just hope roza gonna be there for me even though we're going diff school. You may not be there like i want you too . It's okay. i can cope with it myself. Just hope your happy. kay bye.

belated pics.

Some of the pictures from the outing with reek.

hey

I got no mood to say anything. Went out with rica yesterday. It was fun. No mood to even upload all the pictures. Kay bye.

P.S: YOU CHANGE SO MUCH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BESTFRIEND ROSSALINA.

It's 12.45am here:)YAY! your a year older now ( eyes filled with tears like your my daughter leaving after marriage...hahahh) but still as young as can be. I pray that you will grow taller cause you want it right :P. Be happy always kay honey. IF ANYTHING GET INTO YOUR WAY OF BEING HAPPY ; DO YOUR THANG GURLZ! hahah you know what i mean :) Dont stop singing kay. I'll support you all the way ah. hahah. Ok lah i dont know what to said . I'll always be there if you need me hun :) okay bye.

P.S: BE SUPRISE OF WHAT IM GIVING YOU! ( giving you a scary smile)

It isn't a crime to want.

LETTING GO DOESN'T MEAN

GIVING UP, BUT RATHER

ACCEPTING THAT THERE ARE

THINGS THAT CANNOT BE.

p.s: IM FUCKING SAD RIGHT NOW! I DONT KNOW HOW TO MOVE ON! FUCK MY LIFE. ITS GETTING FORM WORSE TO WORSEN!

i need you.

Im scare for ite to start. im just so scare. i want school to start but im scare. I deserve it for being so stupid and not studying hard enough. SERVE ME RIGHT. Yesterday Roza and i went to town to walk around and something. Oh we brought my new born sis , ADILAH too. hahah . everybody was like looking at us as if we shotgun! lol but who care about what they want to say. i got nothing to say anymore.

P.S: I only want you. I dont want any other guy. IM hurting inside.

i need you.

I miss you so much. I just wish you know how im feeling now. You may think everything its fine between us but its not. Things just change. Im giving you your freedom now. I'll try my very best to stay happy. I hope i can. I just wanna let you know I'll wait for you. :) Whatever it is just keep smiling. Been sitting at home babysitting my lil brothers. Its just so damn boring ah. Im scared about school but i have to face it. I dont care if you guys wanna look down on me. BTW at least i still got a place to study. Looking forward for ITE to start but im scare.