Friday, May 28, 2010

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.



Thanks for everything. Im just so fucked up abt everything . About you especially. Ya you may forget everything good for you, im still trying . Dont worry I wont come begging you to be with me. FUCK YOU FUCK HIM FUCK HER FUCK EVERYONE FUCK EVERYTHING!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

i miss you.


TAURUS - THE TRAMP
AGGRESSIVE. LOVES BEING IN A LONG RELATIONSHIPS. LIKES TO GIVE A GOOD FIGHT. FIGHT FOR WHAT THEY WANT. CAN BE ANNOYING AT TIMES, BUT FOR LOVES OF ATTENTION. EXTREMELY OUTGOING. LOVES TO HELP PEOPLE IN TIMES OF NEED. GOOD KISSER. GOOD PERSONALITY. STUBBORN . A CARING PERSON. THEY CAN BE SELF-CENTERED AND IF THEY WANT SOMETHING THEY WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET IT. THEY LOVE TO SLEEP AND CAN BE LAZY. ONE OF A KIND. NOT ONE TO MESS WITH. ARE THE MOST ATTRACTIVE PEOPLE ON EARTH!

VIRGO-THE ONES THAT WAITS
DOMINANT IN RELATIONSHIPS. SOMEONE LOVES THEM RIGHT NOW. ALWAYS WANTS THE LAST WORD. CARING. SMART . LOUD . LOYAL . EASY TO TALK TO. EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED. EASY TO PLEASE. A PUSHOVER. LOVES TO GAMBLE AND TAKE CHANCES. NEEDS TO HAVE THE LAST SAY IN EVERYTHING. THEY THINK THEY KNOW EVERYTHING BUT THEY USUALLY DO. RESPECTFUL TO OTHERS BUT YOU WILL QUICKLY LOSE THEIR RESPECT IF YOU DO SOMETHING UNTRUSTWORTHY TOWARDS THEM AND NEVER REGAIN RESPECT. THEY DO NOT FORGIVE AND FORGET. THE ONE AND ONLY.


P.S: i really miss you.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

STRESSED!

I DONT WHY, I JUST CANT SEEM TO COPE WITH THINGS THIS WHOLE WEEK. WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING ABOUT. CA1 NEXT WEEK , IM THE FIRST PERSON TO GO . YOU KNOW THE FEELING OF WANTING TO DO SO WELL THAT YOU'RE STRESSING YOOURSELF UP A LOT! THATS HOW IM FEELING RIGHT NOW. I DONT EVEN HAVE ENOUGH REST! HAVE TO GO SCHOOL ON SATURDAY FOR CCA AND SUNDAY UBIN! WOW BEST ARH. THE NEXT DAY EXAM. PANDAI EH AMIRAH. ONE MORE THING STRESSING ME OUT! CHEERLEADING. WHY AM I SO FUCKING FAT! I DONT CARE ARH , FROM NOW ONWARDS IM GOONA START TO REALLY LOSE WEIGHT. AIMING FOR 44KG FOR NOW. THEN SLOWLY TO 40 AND THEN IM HAPPY. FUCK ARH . IF I REALLY CANT LOSE WEIGHT. I DONT CARE ARH BE BASE. BE THE LIGHTEST BASE. CARRY PEOPLE. ITS BETTER. NO NEED TO WORRY SO MUCH . YA I SHOULD DO THAT . BUT STILL HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT AND BUILD MORE MUSCLE EVRYWHERE. YOU DONT WANNA LOOK RETARD ! YA, IN 6 MONTHS TIME IM GOONA BE MUSCULINE STRONG AND FIT AND A LOT MORE LAH. CIBAI LAHH . SO STRESS. AND YOU YES YOU , DONT EVEN GIVE ME YOUR SUPPORT . FINE I DONT NEED IT ANYWAY . I STAND BY MYSELF ! BAI.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

DOT!

Had dance today. HIP HOP! Hell yeah AWESOME! LOVE ALL THE PEOPLE. No trouble getting the steps right! hahah . cant wait for next week ! hip hop and later on contemp! spent the whole day dancing lah! Cant wait For the REAL Performance or competition! BEST!But now im so not looking forward to cheerleading on monday! PT! arghhhhghmf.... I just hope that im able to cope dance and cheerleading well. please ah.. okay cibai! now my GOAL is to TRAIN FOR NAFA AND CA1 !

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

back.

Its been a long time since i last update. Been busy with school . Im studying real hard. I dont want to repeat the same mistake again . Its okay if your not around anymore. I will still be there for myself. I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT! NOW 46 kg! I want 40! For cheerleading i'll do it . Train real hard and be the best . okay bai!