I dont know.

Im feeling down, stress up, thinking a lot, sad, angry and so on lah. It's no used feeling this way, things doesn't seem to change. Cry until cannot cry also nvr change anything. I wander just wander when things can get better even if it didn't at least give some hope that it will lah. Effort or what lah. Past seems to repeat itself lah. I got no comment about this. This time im just going with the flow. If shit gonna happen or happen, im just gonna be like -.- ! Sick and tired of it lah.

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I LOVE IKHSAN!

Btw, kiki just dedicated a song for me , Growing Up by Auburn.

Thanks hun, LOVED! I swore i tear up.

Thanks for everything :)

I love you .

I LOVE YOU!

IM FAT !!!!

enta.

I moved on. I do but I dont know why i still have this fear in me. Aiyah, maybe i think too much, There's a lot of thing i've yet to tell him. I love him so badly and i know he does too. I should be mature enough to decide what i really want now. Yeah i should. I'm missing you :(

I miss you.

I dont blame you for treating me this way, but im just scare history repeat itself, you ignoring me so suddenly, but now i know the reason why. I will have to accept it no matter what. About the single thing, yes i know sometime being single sucks and the jealousy arise when you see couples and stuff, but trust me you will find that someone one day, but maybe just not now. You dont have to be sad cause i know you're stronger then this. I'm sorry if i'm abandoning you for you know who but trust me im not. Hope we'll be okay soon.