STRESSED!

I DONT WHY, I JUST CANT SEEM TO COPE WITH THINGS THIS WHOLE WEEK. WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING ABOUT. CA1 NEXT WEEK , IM THE FIRST PERSON TO GO . YOU KNOW THE FEELING OF WANTING TO DO SO WELL THAT YOU'RE STRESSING YOOURSELF UP A LOT! THATS HOW IM FEELING RIGHT NOW. I DONT EVEN HAVE ENOUGH REST! HAVE TO GO SCHOOL ON SATURDAY FOR CCA AND SUNDAY UBIN! WOW BEST ARH. THE NEXT DAY EXAM. PANDAI EH AMIRAH. ONE MORE THING STRESSING ME OUT! CHEERLEADING. WHY AM I SO FUCKING FAT! I DONT CARE ARH , FROM NOW ONWARDS IM GOONA START TO REALLY LOSE WEIGHT. AIMING FOR 44KG FOR NOW. THEN SLOWLY TO 40 AND THEN IM HAPPY. FUCK ARH . IF I REALLY CANT LOSE WEIGHT. I DONT CARE ARH BE BASE. BE THE LIGHTEST BASE. CARRY PEOPLE. ITS BETTER. NO NEED TO WORRY SO MUCH . YA I SHOULD DO THAT . BUT STILL HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT AND BUILD MORE MUSCLE EVRYWHERE. YOU DONT WANNA LOOK RETARD ! YA, IN 6 MONTHS TIME IM GOONA BE MUSCULINE STRONG AND FIT AND A LOT MORE LAH. CIBAI LAHH . SO STRESS. AND YOU YES YOU , DONT EVEN GIVE ME YOUR SUPPORT . FINE I DONT NEED IT ANYWAY . I STAND BY MYSELF ! BAI.